小感触

夜深人静 当你无聊的时候 总会东想西想
这时 就会疑问 为何没人找我了
是自己人缘太烂了？ 还是怎着了？
想不通的时候 就会来点小情绪
现在最流行的面子书 看了又看 就是没有留言
偏偏身边的朋友留言可多了 照片可精彩了
如果是以前 或许会很冲动 乱写个什么情绪低落的句子
现在 发现年纪长了 真的想稳定的 找个伴了
有点不想理会了 你们活得何等精彩 不管我事
虽然心里藏了点羡慕，吃醋
我必须成熟起来了
不再为这种感情的事执着，哪怕是友情
不想再找借口埋怨别人 他们也睬我都傻
只有不断充实自己 让自己成为更好的 好让别人也注意到我 羡慕 吃醋我
不想再为了减肥乱花钱 结果还是两头空
只要有心 任何免费方法都行得通！
只有为自己加油了！真的 不是开玩笑的
真的要认真过活了 虽然到现在还不懂活着的真意
只有向前走 没有回头望了
我的人生又有多少个十年？

回顾2011

2012新年快乐！

2011年，对我来说，挑战多多，低落多多
今年，本来是最好的开始，因为一毕业出来就答应自己会好好找工，存钱
结果……工作不好，接了份自己不喜欢，也没有我的未来的工作。
年头开始以为会有一大笔存款
结果到年尾整个是穷到……
一如往常地，只有越来越肥
整个很惨了……2011就当作是我买教训的一年吧
好的！虽然每次新的一年都一样，但这就是传统。
哈哈！新的一年当然要有新的愿望和梦想啦~
希望2012事业比2011更上一城楼
希望2012不会乱花钱，存到我真正的第一桶金^^
希望2012我真的可以减肥瘦下来
希望2012我可以找到我的另一半？哈哈^^
2012的我加油！
2012的大家也要加油！
没有不好，只有更好！
^^

im a loner

once in a month im so down so emo so anger so hot temper
im so sorry for dat
but i really did feel that
im seriously scared to be alone be left out yet i love to be alone be left out
im a super wierdo just ignore me
u will get hurt if u make friend with me
guess the relationship and earth is not my thing
there is jz some moment i dunwan to talk and laugh to anyone
there is really no one can open my door and step inside even i myself can't
i think, i dont need a friend even im seriously so need it
cause i jz dun like to feel complicated in relationship
and, complicated is not my thing
i, dunwan to make best friend
i will just keep all to myself
im a loner.

Im just being very well with myself alone. it's just that sometimes i still feel emo. or should i say all the time. im trying all i can to be stronger by myself and act like i never were that tough before.

u are so fucking fake!
everytime when i thought u were different
sure i will see or realize something
that u are fucking fake!
always be good in front me den backstabbed me behind...
ok! i do have my limit too.
dont think im scared of u!
wont ever treat u that good anymore!
u slowly wait la!
fucking emo ppl!
diu!!!

o0o

最近活得充满怨气！
公共交通是烂到！
工作内容是闷到！
钱是少到！！！
怎样看开？
我真的觉得很累咯！
屌！！！！
o0o

Genting

-Genting overnite trip-

it was quite fun, eventhough sometimes there is some boring moment?
not to say boring, but just duno wat to do and do the wrong decision...LOL

1st time, i went to genting alone myself by taking bus and awana.

1stly thanks to my dearest weng yee sent me thr....thank you so much....=)
it was nice going to a place by myself alone...
i dont need to worry about wat to talk...
but i need to worry how i go...haha
thanks to the taxi drive for showing me the direction...
im just being strange when i see ppl ask me for taxi...haha
this skyway, i took it myself for 1st time...
its good and felt freely...
although im feeling scared actually...
=D

wat happened to all the uncles??
so eager for S.X??
why all looking at us??
we dont look like and we dont dress like a CHIC too....
why ar??
do we really look like we came from Phillipine?
funny....we dont...but uncle, u look like Einstein to me..haha

aiyorr..i 1st time went a pub that i nvr expected...
all the 80-s songs came out...
酒干尚无卖，七情六欲，你最珍贵，单眼皮女孩……
wow...i thought i go drink to let myself get high...
mana eh zai...i more drink more down....
haha....this is seriously not high wei....
=(
i need to buy drunk....i need to be drunk....lol...

lets go clubbing gao gao lik next time ler...
adui....liquor liquor can ma??

this back home time..is scary xia..
why the skyway will stop at the half way??
and there is some windy windy...
our skyway not light enough....
is very heavy especially when the 2 heaviest sit on the same side...
haha...go there and sleep and go for walk sometimes is really good....
i will definitely go again....with someone i closed to....
hehe...den we will have lots to talk...=D