im a loner

once in a month im so down so emo so anger so hot temper
im so sorry for dat
but i really did feel that
im seriously scared to be alone be left out yet i love to be alone be left out
im a super wierdo just ignore me
u will get hurt if u make friend with me
guess the relationship and earth is not my thing
there is jz some moment i dunwan to talk and laugh to anyone
there is really no one can open my door and step inside even i myself can't
i think, i dont need a friend even im seriously so need it
cause i jz dun like to feel complicated in relationship
and, complicated is not my thing
i, dunwan to make best friend
i will just keep all to myself
im a loner.

Im just being very well with myself alone. it's just that sometimes i still feel emo. or should i say all the time. im trying all i can to be stronger by myself and act like i never were that tough before.