Genting

-Genting overnite trip-

it was quite fun, eventhough sometimes there is some boring moment?
not to say boring, but just duno wat to do and do the wrong decision...LOL

1st time, i went to genting alone myself by taking bus and awana.

1stly thanks to my dearest weng yee sent me thr....thank you so much....=)
it was nice going to a place by myself alone...
i dont need to worry about wat to talk...
but i need to worry how i go...haha
thanks to the taxi drive for showing me the direction...
im just being strange when i see ppl ask me for taxi...haha
this skyway, i took it myself for 1st time...
its good and felt freely...
although im feeling scared actually...
=D

wat happened to all the uncles??
so eager for S.X??
why all looking at us??
we dont look like and we dont dress like a CHIC too....
why ar??
do we really look like we came from Phillipine?
funny....we dont...but uncle, u look like Einstein to me..haha

aiyorr..i 1st time went a pub that i nvr expected...
all the 80-s songs came out...
酒干尚无卖，七情六欲，你最珍贵，单眼皮女孩……
wow...i thought i go drink to let myself get high...
mana eh zai...i more drink more down....
haha....this is seriously not high wei....
=(
i need to buy drunk....i need to be drunk....lol...

lets go clubbing gao gao lik next time ler...
adui....liquor liquor can ma??

this back home time..is scary xia..
why the skyway will stop at the half way??
and there is some windy windy...
our skyway not light enough....
is very heavy especially when the 2 heaviest sit on the same side...
haha...go there and sleep and go for walk sometimes is really good....
i will definitely go again....with someone i closed to....
hehe...den we will have lots to talk...=D

至我生命中的朋友们

我何德何能接受你们的恩惠
原来特地跑去帮我买票
我整个人是没话说得感动
觉得自己的行为，很对不起你们

又多一件感动的事发生了
我真的觉得，有时候我的朋友们真的对我太用心
我会怕，因为我怕我回报不了你们什么
为什么那么眷顾我？
明明我是如此的悲观
这些事只会让我觉得惭愧，承受不起

真心的你们
我又如何能回报？
我太无能了……
我这个朋友，你们谁认识着还真当衰呢
对不起……谢谢你们……

heart

need to find someone who i can really talk to right now.
but no one...
im panic over here...
im looking for jobs in singapore now so i can move out.
but wat are the things i have to consider?
no one telling me.
no one answering me.
ok...i guess im not welcoming...
peoples hate me too =)

the end

knw wat? u did that to me! im moving out!
now i know, u were dat dissapointed...
say truly..is u being too sensitive...
all the way i really didnt meant that...
but u think in that way...
not talking to u is my fault! cant i jus be silent cz i got nothing to talk?
u said i put on that face!
EXCUSE ME! DONT U KNOW I ALWAYS PUT THAT FACE ON ME WHEN I DUN TALK AND DUN SMILE?!!!!
jz because of that, u did not wan to wash my clothes for the entire week!!
i was so speechless...
oh my god...
now only i know, u were that dissapointed on me....
even i die now, u wont be sad...
i knew it. i jz feel so pain this moment..
u dun even wash my cloths for entire week....u knw wats dat mean to me???
i was so speechless right now...
how much i wish i could dissapear in front of u rite now...
do u know i couldnt face u anymore..
today the friday.
supposingly im feeling happy...
the end of the week, end of work stress
the start of holiday, start of rest...
tomorrow supposingly to celebrate his bd, with happy mood..
now...i know u were thinking like dat...
how am i going to be happy tml???
u were juz dun understand me....
i will go far far away from u...
i will...not use ur money anymore,
i will...not eat ur food anymore...
soon, i will...not stay ur hse anymore...
and, i will...need not u to wash my cloths anymore...
soon, it will be end for everything...